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Kert Lenseigne 🌱's avatar

Like Che said.

Look, all I can say is I’m glad you allowed us to read this. It’s raw, it’s vulnerable, it’s brutally honest, it’s compelling and once I started reading, I couldn’t stop. THIS is what Substack is for—to offer a place where people can write with this level of quality and brutal honesty, and where the rest of us can simply read and more fully appreciate the fact not a single one of us knows what anyone else is dealing with or going through.

Thanks again.

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👹The Ignorant Ninja👹's avatar

Thanks for reading and the feedback.

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Nur Nadar's avatar

Mr. Ninja does a really good job of portraying the hopelessness and powerlessness one feels when in these moments.

I'm not sure if this will mean anything to you, and I'm not going to grab you and yell IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT, Good Will Hunting style, but there's so little we can do to help addicts until they come to the conclusion that they want to get better.

Condolences my friend

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👹The Ignorant Ninja👹's avatar

Thanks man. It means a lot. All we can do is make sure there's a spot for them at the table when and if they realize they want the help, and let them know they're still people.

I will say if you're ever in the same position, or if you have been before, don't confuse someone not asking for help with not knowing. My bro knew. He couldn't talk about it around people because of the shame involved and there wasn't real help to be had. Shit was complicated.

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Nur Nadar's avatar

That's well said man and I'll definitely keep that in mind.

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Che S.'s avatar

There are no words, so I'll send love and hope for moments of contentment.

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👹The Ignorant Ninja👹's avatar

Thanks. It is very much appreciated.

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Janet Goh's avatar

You have done your part by buying a house n staying with them together! The rest is beyond your control! 🙏

Now, come here, let your BFFB give you a big hug! 🤗

Remember, those alive matters more now! 😊

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Stefano Miele's avatar

Sorry about your brother and hope you are slowly healing. Just want to say that it was a very well read piece, you had my attention the entire time.

Sending you my strength

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👹The Ignorant Ninja👹's avatar

Thanks. It's very much appreciated.

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